It has been three weeks into the new year, so far I have not done anything productive with it. I’ve been to class, I attended a total of 2 classes in the last two weeks. I’ve been slacking off! This is to be the year I was supposed to redeem myself. I was supposed to prove to my family that having a career as a creative was not something to be looked down on. But what have I proved to anyone? Nothing really.
I’m so disappointed with myself. I’m losing so much confidence in myself and so much will power. One thing that I’d love to accomplish in a year or so is to finally get out of the country, go out there and start working for big names. My dreams are so high up there. I just want to be able to reach them.
